Hello,don't forget to love yourself ♥
WHY it hurts so much?
Pearline,
Happy Sweet 14:DD 26th June 1996 is my day ♥ Stuck in Hougang Sec >:
Monday, October 17, 2011, @ 4:47 PM
Thats it. byee.
Well ,I'am happy. I'am contented. I'am blessed.
I'am living my life to the fullest now (: hahahahaha. byee.
Gonna close this useless blog soon.
Yoghurt dreams,
@ 4:47 PM
@ 4:47 PM
Saturday, April 2, 2011, @ 11:37 PM
YTD WENT HOUGANG MALL (:
funny things happen LOL. nbm. sibei lazy type. my facebook got say ~
SO tired. arghhhh. bloody mother wake me up today just to ask me
eat the mee siam and give comment nice anot that she bought in OCK LOLOL.
AH. Lets talk about today TODAY .
Went east coast park to cycle with melissa today. LOL. cheryl and sy nvr go ;eeks.
ahh. BLOODY RED ANT HOR MELISSA ? AHAHAHAHAHAHA
reached home about 10 plus all because of ur nag -'- BITCH.
Last time , abt 12 plus or 1 plus or 2 ,3 plus thn you called. now leh ?
bit bit nia jiu kpkb so much. i wun let you control me too much BITCH -'-
okay chill baby ;mua. dont care her. after olvl you shall show her <3 .
hmmm. lets talk abt you again :D i think its the second last post i shall post
about you (: because i will post the last post when i totally
forgotten about you ! :D i WILL ALRIGHT. LOL
hmmmm. thinking lesser about you :D trying not to think and look or even rmb :D
I can do it :D since you oso can do it wad :D
HEEEE. i wun so ps like last time le hor ! (: OKAY. NIGHTS. NIGHTS YOGHURT DREAM
TMR STILL NID BRING MY IDIOT BRO TO NEAR HG AVE 8 THR SALON CUT HAIR.-'-
THN STILL NID GO HOUGANG MALL. WTF. BYEEE
Yoghurt dreams,
@ 11:37 PM
@ 11:37 PM
Thursday, March 31, 2011, @ 9:00 PM
SYF is finally over. i felt more relieved. Hoping that at least can get an award ?
I just hope i pass every subject. No high hope. i just hope i pass my olvl and go
into a normal poly and get a job and move on with my life. is that so difficult?
Your shadows had always been flashing in my mind.
Im struggling with everything.
Im struggling with studys,
Im struggling with my emotions,
Im struggling to forget you.
I never felt so stress-ed. Seriously im so tired.
I tried not to miss you.I tried not to remember you.I tried to forget you.
But there's something im forcing myself to remember.
I know that you dont love me anymore. I know that you had move on.
Everytime i pass your house , I pass those memory, I will force myself not to look and not to think about it. I knew what i need to do alright.
You said i had changed, actually no. i did not change. I change for you to see.
I change infront of you , i wanted to let you know that , that time , i had already
forgotten about you Im happy now. Im foolished because i lied to myself.
I wanted to prove to you. But im wrong. Nothing gain for me.
Im wrong. I used all my ex after i made that decision. But each and everyone of them,
There's a never happy ending before. Just because i still love you. im using them.
Im just a bitch. I did not know how to think. Perphaps i really changed.
To be more mature ? (: hahas. alright. maybe ? idk.
If thats not yours , forever wun be yours. Nothing can be forced.
Im so stupid. Think of it , should not hate you how making me love you so much.
I hated myself to love you so much. so deep. Do you ?
I do not need all those answer already. No point . No use.
Everytime i thought of you , I will force myself to think that you dont love me anymore,you are happy now and already forgotten about me.
Last time , you appeared almost everytime in my mind. Its lesser now.
Because i know i had to move on. I hope to see you again (: to overcome everything.
Come on , pearline , you had to face that reality. Its a fact my dear.
Its true. Time cant be like last time. Time dont rewind. Dont waste my youth.
Im struggling to walk out from it. I never felt so pain before.
You already did it (: Good job.
Im happy now. Dont worry. Everything takes time one right ? (:
I believe i can do it. I will do it. I will prove to you :D this time is prove to you that i can do it too :D
I never been regretted to love you before.
I never been regretted to be with you before.
Thanks for the past love ,the memories you gave me.
Goodbye,
Yoghurt dreams,
@ 9:00 PM
@ 9:00 PM